Phase Out.

Well, I did go to the library as I said I would. And I faxed some papers, and I called SFSU. Taking care of business. Gotta do that before you can have fun, you know. That's just the way things happen. So anyway, I just watched Say Anything. Gosh, I really love that boom box scene and the Peter Gabriel song "In Your Eyes." I heard a cover of it yesterday...or two days ago. Lovelyness. I was sleepy very early on in the evening, but I drank some coke and now that sleepiness is gone. Magic of caffeine. Not magic, but chemical function.

I didn't borrow any books though. We also went to Borders, and I was so hungry I couldn't really focus. Usually I'd be prancing around, looking at the books and then checking out the music...like a neurotic introvert. But I hadn't eaten the whole day save one meal and that was In & Out and it was delightful.

DUUUUUUDE. I can't wait till The friggin Notebook comes out so I can watch it. I'm completely amazed by how much I enjoyed that book. Usually I gravitate toward the more depressing novels about drugs and stuff or death, but I don't know what's going on. Anyway, it was a lovely novel and I can't wait for the damn movie so I can compare the two. I like doing that.

So I've got this goal over the summer. I want to write. A few years back I used to write everynight, a weird book I was trying to write. Anyway, that's long forgotten and its out of my mind, but how about something else. I don't know what to write about though. I never know. I wish I did. I remember always telling Greela that I'd let her see some chapters...hahaha....I couldn't even get them out. Plus I'm so protective over my writing, I'd quicker burn them along with my left hand than show them to be critiqued. I'm terrified of that.

Ah, sorry. I bored you. Hopefully my days will get more exciting. That, I highly doubt. But we'll still try.