You always know just what to say

I've noticed that I am starting to zone out when I drive. Today I felt like I wasn't moving, when I actually was. Maybe it was the truck ahead of me...but It felt so big. In general, it all felt so big. And so we have like 7 days left, and I'm kind of sad. There's still so much to do and I haven't done them yet and I'm not sure if I'll have time. I want to have time to say goodbye to everyone, and have them write to me and stuff. Sounds kind of stupid, but it would mean a lot. Corny words on piece of glossy paper. Eh. So many things that don't seem like they would mean a lot, but they do.

You know...I can't wait for the life after high school to start. Sure, its going to be scary at first, and older people are reading this and they're thinking "Gosh, she's young." And it may be in a negative way, but hey, I'm just living my life. And its going to be weird. So I still have to make a dedication blog, but I'll save that for after prom. And there's the top 25 of senior year/ high school. Because there are probably only 25 and the rest is crap. But yeah. I don't know. Time is going by so fast now that we're so close to the end. I'm kind of holding on, with one foot out the door.