Take me out tonight, take me anywhere, I don't care....

What am I doing right now? I am sitting in my leather jacket. Why? Because I can. Lalala. Well, last night I watched those Olsen sisters on SNL, and it was kinda funny. Not the funniest ever, but surprisingly good. And it's Jimmy Fallon's last episode??? Can you friggin' kick the air out of me? Geez. Don't go!

Anyway, today I went to watch my two little cousins get their first Communion. To all of you who are Catholic and don't know what that is, that's the first time they receive the body of Christ--or holy bread. It was funny the stuff they said. And they looked like regular first Communion kids look like. Then they had a reception at the Old Spaghetti factory. Had the Chicken Parmigiana. Is your mouth watering? Surprisingly, I ate it all. Man, I must be gaining weight. So I just had a bowl of cereal for dinner.

Came home. Did some homework. Stopped doing Econ, because it made my head hurt like crazy. Did laundry. And geez, that brings me here and now.

I don't know. Did you know we graduate soon? I'm kind of freaking out and it isn't hitting me. Its not really hitting me that that's going to be the end. That's going to be it. No more seeing my friends on a daily basis the way it used to be. This time we won't be strung together by a mutual hate for high school curriculum. Now, it'll be up to us to keep touch and make sure that we still know each other in twenty years. How scary is that? The prospect of not even knowing the person you're standing next to? Just POOF! and they're not there anymore. They don't know you anymore. I hope to grow. I hope to surprise myself in good ways. And I hope for everyone that I know and love to get what they deserve, and that they deserve great things. This may be cheesy, but I can't help that its what I'm really feeling. So leave me alone, will you? Let me stew this in my head and then cry at graduation. Watching you all leave in my blurry eyes. Man. Again, Reader, I will miss you.