I'm awake.

So yeah, things are winding down. I've been really sentimental lately, but then today, I just realized all the things I won't miss and all the things that didn't make the last four years fun. So I don't know. My whole mood is killed. I just can't wait until June 9, 2004. Even if I get emotional, whatever. But at this point, I doubt I will. Maybe its because I'm going to be riding the wave soon, and I'm fuckin irritated by a lot of things. That, and I'm sleep-deprived. So yeah. Might not be the best thing for people to be around me currently. I'm just imbittered. Honestly, I'm ready to go. I'm so ready to go, its not even fuckin' funny. I've got one foot out the door, but I have to stay. Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaann.... no more.