"Heck of Funny"

Today was a good day. Though maybe I can't remember all of it.

Well, it didn't really start getting good until second period, which was really fun in an interesting way. Ms. Bishop made us sit all in a circle and write compliments about each other. I wish I knew people better because I just put "You are smart." And 30% of the time, I didn't really know if the person was actually smart or if they just looked that way. Anyway, man, some people I will miss. Definitely. I got a compliment that said "Heck of funny." Hahaha. That's funny in itself. And Khai put "Crabbin' Foo...blah blah blah" I don't remember haha but it said something about calling my bed. And I got lots of "nice hair." Have you seen my hair? Hahaha. Oh yes. And the Ren Faire compliments. Gotta love that. I am a rock star. Bow down, bitch. JK.

Third period. I remember talking about communism with Ryan and poking Kyle a lot. And Mr. Warren was being crazy again. I think Warren and Bishop are two of my favorite teachers of these last four years. Even if Warren is weird sometimes and Bishop talks through most of the class. They're both interesting to listen to. Also on the list are Sanders and Elwell. And Turner, just because she's nice and she cares. That's about it. Sad, huh?

Fourth period! Woot woot! More "Miracle of Life." This time we got to see a woman give birth! We actually saw the head come out of her body, which was scary in a way that one day I might have to go through it. Or something might have to go through me. If you know what I mean. And then we got to watch a C-Section! I don't want one of those. They're scary. And then we got to see a vasectomy. Which wasn't that interesting because compared to a woman's pain, that really looked like not much. But I can't relate. We were about to watch a woman get her tubes tied but then the bell rang. DUDE! Reproduction is fun! I love it. Its interesting to learn about and I feel like I want to be a mom someday, but not too many kids...because...dude. Did you see that head come out of her? Followed by a tiny rest-of-the-body? Goodness. Imagine doing that more than once. That's crazy.

AFter school I went to the mall with my mama to go look for grad-wear. Couldn't really find anything, or maybe I wasn't in the mood. I was sleepy. Then went to Jamba Juice. My mom doesn't have that often, but I swear she almost had an anxiety attack when I told her how much it cost. But she liked it anyway. She's funny. I'm sorry I called her a "fuckin' jerk" yesterday. But that was kinda funny.

Anyway, my mom and I were talking about me moving into an apartment with my friends instead of living in a dorm. She would prefer living in an apartment because it would be cheaper, and honestly I would too, just because I'd want to have my own bathroom or at least not share it with more than three people.

I'm excited for everything to come. But then again, I'm afraid for all this to end. As I was telling Kyle yesterday, even just seeing people I hate or love, I'd miss just because its part of my life. Then I reassured myself there would be hot guys who are older and have life plans, and then I felt better. BUT STILL. Reader, I will miss you.