Drift along

I think April is going to be good. This morning, I woke up and everything seemed to be gone. I just don't care that much anymore. So what...didn't get into any UCs that I wanted. Who cares...I might have to stay near home. Dude. There may be hope for me yet. There's always transferring. Its not like I know exactly what I want to do in life anyway. I don't expect anything to happen to me, in fact, I'm skeptical that I'll get the things I want or expect in life. It hasn't worked out so far, so what makes me think its going to work out later. So I'm just not going to care as much. two days of moping will do, and then I'll drag my broken, whiny body and force myself to live. Ultimate pay off...who knows. There has to be one. Well...so I'm feeling listy.

5 Pros about going to San Francisco for college:
1. Concerts all over the place.
2. Urban environment.
3. Lots of Asians make me feel at home.
4. San Francisco is awesome.
5. Different sorts of people.

5 Cons about going to San Francisco for college:
1. Its like an hour away from home...so....I'll be home more often than I'd like.
2. Rainy, cold, windy, overcast. Weather that makes me sad.
3. Scary urban environment.
4. City traffic.
5. Who the hell is going to State? I'm the only one... Makes me feel stupid. Who will I be surrounded by? I guess I'll know by Saturday.