Directionless.

Tonight, Berkeley decision. I was wrong about what I said yesterday. Well, as far as I'm concerned, I just need to be sure that I'm not going to stay in the Bay Area, and this is the last indication. But I'm scared. Sounds like a stupid thing to say after all that ranting about leaving or dying, but I can't help that its true. Well, fifteen more minutes and I'll let you know about where I'm going to go, or at least attempt to narrow it down.

--15 minutes later....---

Alright. Officially a Berkeley reject. But its not like it was a complete surprise. I must admit I let myself have some hope though. Whatever. Its okay. So...Irvine, Riverside, or SFSU...my back-up schools, now a horrible reality thought up by some cruel Director. I was really cocky these years, whatta loser. Oh well. Life goes on. And I'll make it good.