A: "Oh say say say, Wait, they don't like you like I love you..."

Yeah, I'm sitting here at 1 o'clock in the afternoon completely bored. I'm not really sure what I'm going to do today. I figure I should get started with some dumb econ crap. I figure I should, which to me really means I'm lying to myself and I won't do it until Thursday. I don't know what I'm thinking right now. Maybe I'm thinking about how suprising it was to have a good day. Haven't had much of those. They come few and far between, and what's weird is that every night I ask God to let tomorrow be a good one...and that's weird because, it really isn't up to God, is it? I mean, I can't pray and expect to have a good day. Days are good or they're bad, but mostly they're what you make of them. Thus, as part of my mission, I will make days good.

-C H A N G E- OF- S U B J E C T-
As you should well know, I do a lot of my good thinking when I'm absolutely alone and really don't expect it. On the short drive home today, there was this really lovely calm that came over me. It was lovely, really. The sun was out...my window was down without the cold piercing my skin, and I was listening to a song I really really felt. "If Winter Ends" by Bright Eyes. Sometimes, there are just those perfect moments, and when you get in the car, you might not expect them to happen, but then it happens, and... I don't know. It can make your day, or even week. That's something I'll remember.

-C H A N G E-OF- S U B J E C T-
I don't know what happened, it must be the change in weather, which is beautiful, I might add. I'm a happier person with the sun out. I'm so excited for the summer.

-E N D- OF -E N T R Y-
Oh yeah, last night I stayed up to watch the Biography on Jayne Mansfield (Did you know that's that Law & Order: SVU Detective Benson's mom?), and I couldn't sleep because...I don't really remember. I think I must have just been waiting for the song "Maps" to come on the radio.