Makes me feel alive

Just worked on my paper today along with Jafar. He finished before me. But I'd just like to point out that I was trying to make a mix as I was trying to finish the paper. So there! And! I was trying to write and correct this damn essay for a scholarship. Man, I wish really hard that it'll score me some money because I will not hesitate to say I put my heart in that essay. That's why its all black. Just kidding. But yeah. I really need that money. My parents and I calculated yesterday and they could probably only afford to send me to SJSU or a Junior College. Big dreams I had, but alas, they are now gone. Whatever...that really bums me out.

I'm done with everything and its 10 o'clock. That's pretty fuckin good. But I still have this pain in my chest...dude...what the hell is wrong with me..