So I am sitting here, having said Goodnight to everyone on my buddy list ten minutes ago, with nothing to do. I'm bored. Man, as much as I like 2004, I'm bored already. I've been bored and I've had this weird feeling. I think its boredom. How many times can you mention the word "bored" in a sentence? I think I might be able to find out.
It also occurred to me that I must update my progress on the resolution list.
Progress:
So far, I don't think I expected anything. I have felt a lot more hostile (lack of sleep, I think). I feel older. Funny, I feel older on New Year's than on my birthday. I haven't really felt like listening to music to feel sad, just to sing along. I see good movies and I think they're good movies. As for completely tabula rasa, I'm having a bit of trouble, because I can't get certain people out of my head, it seems like everyday is yesterday, but I'm constantly thinking that my Roman paper is due tomorrow. I don't regret anything at all so far. Wait, I was a jerk to my dad kind of. But I promise to try to make it so that I don't have anymore regrets like that. Man, if only I could keep all these resolutions. I think 2004 could rank high on the best-years-of-my-life list so far and maybe even by the end of it all (which I hope is very very very far away). Tomorrow is another day. Another chance to make things right. And all that I expect is that I should finish my Roman paper before my mom gets home from work.
Holy cow, its freezing here.
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