Monday, October 06, 2003

To YOU:

Maybe I'm fuckin' tired. Maybe I'm PMSing. Maybe I'm sad and I'm angry all at the same time. BUT FUCK YOU. Really. I'm tired of hearing about you and your fucking crush like that's what the world depends on.

Maybe I hate everything right now. Because I feel like I'm alone. And I'm not doing anything about it, as usual. And I always find myself sitting on a bench waiting for people I don't really know, while I watch others pass. I want to know, once and for all, whatever it is I'm looking for. You know...assurance. And maybe some sex. But assurance.

Listening to Further Seems Forever. They're kind of angrier than Further Seems Forever with Chris Carraba, the old singer. You might know him. But I like the new one. Because its different. And everytime I listen to it, I get sad. But yeah. That's it.

Everything pissed me off today. Everything.

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