Close my eyes, but this won't go away.

You ever close your eyes and wish that when you open them, things would be different?

When I open my eyes it'll be May...

Still October, bud. It ain't over. Unfortunately. Anyway, I have this fat fat fat fat fat fat migraine. Its really bad. Either that or I tied my hair too tight again. OoOps...ditzy moments...

It's October. October Nights by Yellowcard is one of my favorite songs because I'd like a punk rock guy to sing that to me someday. But alas, not yet. haha. Yeah, they're playing on Monday, and I'm thinking about what I should say to my parents. Should I lie to them? But then...they might be smart enough to be on to me...its Monday for goodness sake....beginning of the week...and plus, it would be irresponsible of me to start the business week off with some illegal fun. Wouldn't it? I don't know. I take these things to heart because I don't like to disappoint them...

ahhhhh this migraine...its killer. Back to Further Seems Forever music and this killer killing me. I'm tired....I just want to sleep...

Dude, who watched Angel last night other than Noemi and me? That shit was freeaaakay. I had a bad dream because of that. And I woke up late because I had a bad dream and I couldn't get out of it. So I was late to 0 period...again. Like everyday. Man.....suck ass.....

You know what I wanna be?! Guess! Guess! I wanna be a.....police detective! Or a criminal psychologist! Just like on Law and Order! I'm getting into that show now and it seems like an interesting and disturbing line of work. But that's alright. I mean...yeah...but yeah...woohoo! But then again, this may be temporary since when I started watching Third Watch I wanted to be a firefighter/cop/paramedic. Eh...I'm so fickle.

I never have much to do these days...so I'm bored/tired/moody....and I have a headache.