Looking around and no one's looking back.

I don't know why I'm feeling so down right now. Maybe it comes around every month with that other thing. And a few other things with them. But I'm down. I mean really. Like everywhere I turn, I kind of want to cry. Imagine that. Everything, everywhere, every word. Apparently, I'm lost. No one will find me. No one will care. And all that I seem to want to do is sleep, watch TV, listen to sad songs, and look at the ceiling. Man, I'm down. I hate it. I feel like my fingers would tear if they had tear ducts. And now i"m not making any sense. You know what? Read that blog from Saturday. That was interesting. More interesting than me wanting to disappear.