Yesterday...all my troubles seemed so far away....

...literally. I just want to start off by saying that today made me want to hurl a book into my own head just so I can lie unconscious on the cold cheap tiles of the place I resent oh-so-much.

Anyway, the "Senior Year 'Everyday'" feels like a pain in the ass. The first three classes I felt like, "Okay, I can do this." But then I hit fuckin' Humanities and I want to kill myself. I doubt that I possessed any intellect whatsoever these past three years and I probably just got by on a smile or the pleasure teachers would get on those rare days I would wear something tight. Yeah, right. Sure. Anyway, so my last two classes kill my day. Then I want to go home and take a nap, but then my mom is taking nap and I have to wake her up, so I just watch One Life To Live or TLC or something, then I go an pick up my sister then pick up my cousins at Independence, the parking lot of which is a pain in the ass to get out of. Today we went bowling again. It seems I just get worse and worse, but I think I was getting the hang of it toward the end of the second game.

Let's cut the bullshit. Who wants to fuckin' drop out with me?

Yeah, I'm trying to avoid that word...you know...the word that starts with an "s", sounds like elephantitis, but pertains to seniors. I'm avoiding it because I'm afraid that I will catch the meaning of it. I can't. Dude, I can't afford it. Okay, so I'm going to stop trying to forget about homework like it was never assigned. Can anyone help me? What is man?