I never thought about it like that before...

Last night, my friend told me to go to bed early, knowing that I've been having these bad attacks of insomnia. So I did. I tried. But, I tossed and I turned and the bed seemed to be too far from the floor, which isn't very cool, because its like sleeping on a cliff. Anyway, I slept sometime after 4:30 A.M. Before that, however, I was watching Saved By the Bell. It was the episode where Mr. Belding's younger, hipper brother comes to substitute and then he wins the heart of the whole senior class, and of course, they are all oblivious to the fact, that this man will break their hearts. Anyway, you know that part where, Slater and Zack are about to practice CPR on Kelly and Jesse, who are laying on the floor? I always found that really unsettling. Not only does it not look right, but...the teacher-man is watching. Its really sadistic looking. "Zack and Slater, why don't you save the lives of these, beautiful young ladies." No, he didn't really say that, but whatever, he might as well have.

Anyway, this desire to join an band has gotten severe. Really, its like arthritis, only I don't do anything, and it.....its really not like arthritis at all. Its just a really bad yearning. And you know, seeing Freaky Friday today with my sister and mom didn't really help. Because the more I thought of it, I equated punk band with Chad Michael Murray, which won't help my insomnia either (thanks, Disney). Blah, so I just wanna tell ya in advance, I'll be gone for about five days as I embark on a five-day engineering program for young women. Yup. It was pretty fun last year, but this year I don't really know because my partner in crime will be absent. Our days of almost talking to Japanese kids and hanging out of the dorm windows have come to an abrupt end. They will be missed.

Hmm....I can't wait till June '04. You know what that means, don't you? Graduation. 18th birthday. Yay!