Give me a sign. Hit me baby...one more time.

For the last two hours I was "tuned into" Lifetime, watching its two newest shows. Beforehand, though, my sister kicked me out of the communal computer room because I was bugging her I guess, but, what the fuck, there's nothing to do. Damnit, this is a very disappointing Summer. For me, though I don't know why I shouldn't be surprised. Some people try to convince themselves that they are something, like dangerous or honest or something, but they can't escape from the fact of what they actually are. Like, take me, for example. I would like to write a novel. But you know what? I just can't. Everything that comes from my pen onto a piece of paper seems too mediocre. So I guess I'm mediocre? This was a bad example. I'm confusing myself. But whatever. I've been bored the whole day, I'm still in the pajamas I slept in last night and woke in to this afternoon. I just closed my eyes and laid in bed listening to my CDs and then I watched some television. Went online. Had an interesting conversation with an old buddy. Blah. So anyway, yeah. So how was your day?