More or less sinful behavior

My short and painful stint babysitting is now over. My uncle is back. Because his kids missed him so much. Wait till they are old enough to understand why he went away. Look what he did. Wait and look at what it will do to them. I'll miss babysitting my cousin Mac. He's cute. He's my baby. But not really, because well, you know....he isn't.

Today is cloudy. I don't like when the sky looks like shit during summer. It doesn't make sense. I felt almost sad yesterday when I said, "Summer is almost over." Though this summer wasn't the best in my life, not even close, I hate to see it go. Because when Fall comes, I know what will happen. I will be counting the months until June.

You know when you spend the whole day in bed and then when you get up to go to the bathroom or eat or something, you get kind of sick and nauseous? I feel like that right now.