Summer Lovin?

Not. So. Yeah. Summer is all about being too hot for your clothes and going out and meeting people you'll never meet again and doing weird stuff like sitting in the park and writing a novel. How lame is this summer? Oh my friggin goodness...lame. LAME. I mean, what is this weather? I'm not feeling this "cloudy" shit. Where are you Sun? Do your job, sonofabitch. Also, my days consist of sleeping, eating, and watching TV. Well then there is the driving to the store to buy stuff I need, but then what do I need other than a hot White Chocolate Mocha? Nothing. That is all that I need. That is all that I want. You can hear, but I just sighed.

Tonight I was in the shower and I decided I would do homework. Then I realized that I don't have any. So now my night is ruined. School ruins my days even if I am not in it.

Tomorrow is Daddy's day. Also tomorrow I am going to celebrate my birthday (kinda) at my Aunt's house while celebrating the Father's Day. Going to have BBQ. And yeah. I don't give a fuck about my birthday. All my life I've had a party for my birthday, and that's mostly because I share that day with my grandpa. And they always made a big fucking deal inviting all their friends and family. And it doesn't feel like much. Usually birthday parties are supposed to be fun, right? like on TV? But to me its like a duty. Speaking of duty, I did something bad, and my sister said that I learned nothing from my Ethics class. You decide, true or false? I am out of touch. And I feel so anti-social right now. Today I swear I walked around ready to beat someone to the ground. Watch out.

I am out, and I really hope this summer gets better. Not just for me.