Like a Saturday night and I'll be gone before you knew that I was there...

So tonight the moon is doing some funky thing. They call this a lunar eclipse. And as much as I wanna be able to, you know, be excited and jump for joy and maybe do a little dance, I can't. I guess I'm not in the mood. I just want to see it turn red. I just want to see it turn red. I don't know what I feel right now. Its some sort of anxiety, nervousness. I don't know where it came from. Its just here. Maybe I have a lot to say, but I won't say it. I have a lot I want to be, but I won't be it right now. I think the reason I hate high school so much is because I feel like I'm imprisoned and assigned to this role that I've been playing, and its like I can't get out.

Maybe the moon is not going to turn red. Maybe this is just some bottled up aggression. I know I have a dozen bottles of aggression by now. Look at the sky. Look at the sky. Look at it. This is the beauty of nature?