It happens all the time

When I got home, my sister had just finished talking to her suicidal friend. Isn't that dumb? Because then my parents started talking about why she shouldn't do it..."Because God doesn't like those who commit suicide."..."You have to tell your teacher."...And I thought, "This is why I felt like killing myself. Because of that shit advice." Seriously, parents don't know shit about handling their kids' problems, so they shouldn't start. That's what friends are for. I don't need my parents to understand me, I just need someone. They shouldn't feed that to their kids, that they will be punished. It only makes them feel worse, and when they already feel like God isn't around. And then they prod and prod, "What's wrong?" What's right? They don't understand. They oppress, and they think they have the right to stop us. That is our own choice. Not that its a good choice. In Ethics, I said it was okay for one to commit suicide, because its his or her life and thus his or her decision. But its selfish, and if the person does not recognize this, the person is doomed. Now I think, that person needs to think. Think about whether life will always be stuck that way. Will the world miss you? Do you know all there is to know? Do you know all the pain you can stand? Will this go away? It always goes away. And they're impatient and they want to force it gone, but they can't. They have to stick it out, and find something to hold on to. Anything. Only the weak let go. If you can't wait, if you have to do this, you're a fool. This world isn't done with you, might as well put up a fight. We all fall. But its your choice whether or not you get up.

This has been kind of a bad past week. I hope next week is better. I'm tired of using that shampoo and conditioner my sister bought; "For Women of Color." I'd rather just get the regular stuff, because it makes my hair kinda stiff.

I don't think they should have that show on TV following the war, calling it a "reality show." That's stupid and cruel. You're gonna air violence? You're gonna send this message to kids? Its not cool. I hope nobody watches that shit. Bush pisses me off, what an idiot.