Do you still wanna die? Sorry I wanna die.

Track 9. Not just about driving to Alaska.

So, today is the first day of Lent, eh? So it is. I'm thinking morbidly, because now I have to be a better person. If I fail, this time its all on me. Not that it never was all on me before. But this time, I want it to count. Track 10. I like it. I'm going to mass at 7. heh. I just can't believe it. 40 days and for me, it will be an eternity. 40 days of no outbursts, bitter swearing on the names of others; expect Seventh-Heaven-esque blogs from me now. Blogs like this, with lists because you can never go wrong with those.

This bad habit list. I will:
--Be nicer to everyone. One last rant: I HATE IT when people abduct my paper and just COPY and then do this continually, treating me as a friend, when I am to only serve as a means to THEIR end. At least give something back in return, asshole.
--Be better daughter to parents. This entails greetings like, "Hi, how are you?" and beginning conversations about the day, and doing chores without being asked, and smiling...A LOT.
--Be better friend. Instead of my usual answer of "I can't." I will blow off obligations to family. Its not like I go out all that often anyway.
--Be better cousin. Seems that I set a bad example. This means that I cannot smoke anything with the little ones anymore. Nor will I drink. I'll be a role model.
--Be a better student. This is hard, seeing as that I should be doing my homework right now, but am sitting here blogging. I'll stay awake, take notes, begin homework as soon as possible (maybe). Ask for help, if need be.
--Be a better person. It seems that the only way to achieve this is to attain success in the previous goals. Its impossible, because I am not a good person to begin with. You should spend the day in my scornful mind for a day. You will learn things. You will learn that I have an appreciation.

Gone.