Ain't nothin sharper than wit, baby

You know, like when they mention the title of a movie in the movie? So yeah, I haven't blogged since Saturday, and I'm deciding that now is the most appropriate time, since I'm online anyway.

What I am doing right now: Looking up more stuff for Gatsby presentation.
What I want to be doing right now: Nothing.

Random things that are nibbling at my brain right now:
--I tried to do chem earlier today, and it made my eyes dry. I swear, I was staring at that piece of paper forever. K blah blah blah, kiss my ass, chemistry. I'll take you on and take you out, baby.
--Lent. This afternoon in the car with my mom I said, "You know what I'm doing for Lent, mom?"-"What?"-"I am going to be a better daughter for you and dad." I know that there is something going on, because I understand when they speak quietly in another language, and I know that right now the best thing I or my sister can do is to be a good kid to them. Because, I know that I have not been the best, or even in the lower percentage of Best daughters for the past few years. I think even since I started Middle School.
--No meat on Fridays for seven weeks. That means fish. That means I will lose a lot of weight.
--Song in my head: The Cure-Just Like Heaven
--Gatsby is killing me.
--My eyes are really dry now. Damnit chem.
--I don't go online to chat now. I go online to read blogs.
--I have no life, and I am doing this.
--I like this week so far. I am dreading four hours of Chemistry on Thursday.
--Today in the car, I sat patiently as my mother told me all of the crap she usually tells me and then I blow up, like "That's why you have to go to school." "That's why you shouldn't use drugs." But I took it like a soldier. Because I am actually trying to be a good student, a good daughter, and a good Catholic, of all things. I desperately think I should clear my conscience before I become an adult, because its getting so filthy that I resent even breathing.
--That really was not a good picture of me.
--I cannot bend my fucking left ring finger. Pisses me off. Its infected.

Now playing: Hot Rod Circuit- "At Nature's Mercy". Hard not to get hooked, hooked on you.

I have a new bed.