Warning: This is not a witty entry

Today was a shitty day. I did most of the work for my group history presentation. Next time, I'll just sit there like they did and wait as someone else falls underneath the tension and writes the speech and is forced to give it. Dumb. Concert is off. Can't go. I'm down. I'm down and out. Oh well...still Yellowcard. I've been listening to them lately. I took a nap today and fell asleep listening to them. I woke up sad.

"All that I need to hear from you
something of value but something untrue
All that I wished that I'd find within you..."
-Yellowcard ("Something of Value")

Few people know the true meaning of that for me. Well, its eating me up inside. I never thought that it would, but something is wrong. Something called "control" is slowly going away again. Calling in sick every now and then as if I wouldn't be affected. AS if no one else would. You people who know...gee whiz...I think its Yellowcard that is rendering me this way. Nonetheless, it will not stop me from going to that concert. I love you, Yellowcard **hugs and kisses** haha. Highlight of my day was watching that Disney movie. SAD, huh? Oh well...

I'm still sad.