I believe in miracles, since you came along...YOU SEXY THNG

So hey sexy people. Haven't written in a while. I'm so proud of myself =D I can show restraint. Clap for me. So how has it been the last couple days? Its been okay on this side. Nothin but school work and tests. Gee whiz, I have a feeling I will be crying a lot second semester. Too much. I can't take it.

I'm thinking of going to Community College. If I do, it means I don't have to spend all of my time and money on the prospect of going to a certain University. Its all completely trivial. Problem is, I don't want to. Never was my dream. My dream was to go to a University and have the campus life; drinking, partying, activism, drugs, getting pregnant and dropping out. I mean, come on. Who doesn't want all that? But if I go to a JC, that will all have to wait, and I will miss all of my friends as they continue with their educations. This is all so stressful. I just can't wait until Senior year, so I could slack off and take the easy classes. I've been thinking about it, and I think I'll take Humanities, 0 period Government, Guitar 1 (even though I will probably take private lessons soon), some other AP (don't know, still thinking about it), and Physiology. 5 classes. Hopefully, this will mean that I can go and leave school at lunch. That way, I wouldn't have to cut anymore and on sunny days, I could go to the beach! My cousin told me this. Save days to cut for "special days", i.e. days ideal for beach, days that there is a concert, days that you can all just go out and party.

Smart man, my cousin is. Smart but dumb too. 24 years old and he still has no real direction in life.

Well, I just took a little hiatus from Calculus problems. I swear, I think I am starting to get it. =)