Sometimes...

---I feel like staying in the shower and washing everything away.
---I feel like doing homework.
---I want to run away from here.
---I wish I was talented.
---I wish I weren't me...that I was a different "I."
---I didn't care so much.
---I could just disappear, stop existing, or just simply step back and watch everyone while they forget me.
---The world seems like its falling apart.
---I can't fix what's broken.
---I feel smaller than I am.
---I don't want to go to sleep at night, I just want to stay up and remember the day.
---I want to skip to the good parts; use the fast-forward button.
---I want to do something that no one expect of me.
---I know that everything I want is the same as millions of people out there.
---The words of a good book stick with me and I try to live by them for about a week, realize I can't, then just write them down, and refer to them every now and then.
---Read books more than once.
---The music doesn't help to get you through.
---Talking it out just doesn't work.
---Friendship is about the last thing in the world you care about.
---Family is just a word and means nothing.
---Family is everything.
---Friends are everything.
---You feel like hugging everyone you see.

Sometimes I feel like making a list. Sometimes I feel like a list; succinct; not owing anyone an explanation because everything you need to know is plainly written.

Spinning at the moment (because I feel like biting and I wanna spread my flava: Sahara Hotnights- Only the Fakes Survive.