I'm bored and I'm downloading emo songs

I like to listen to songs about sugar sweet things and hearts and hearts being broken and lemon lime beverages. To cloak the disillusionment in myself and display a fake punk rock entity (i wish). Songs dedicated to movie stars like Phoebe Cates and Harrison Ford. Bands with names based on Mr T or guys named Reggie. I like watching emo guys pour their hearts out in melodies...and looking at guitars in the stores. Entertaining the prospect of being in an emo band. I live in this world of emotion put into words in a mix of notes and chords. You can't escape this. It pulls you in. If I could write a song, I'd write it. And I'd get that dusty guitar in my room and play it. Then I'd round up a group of angsty teens and we'd create a band with me, a short Filipino girl. Try this. Close your eyes. Envision what could be. Go ahead, its fun and it hurts like a knife stabbing out your eyes.