The things that sicken me

I feel sick like a sick person. I woke up today and my throat was all fucked up and I had one of those leaky nose things. Torture. I don't know how I got it either. Weirderooney. Hmm...what has been going through my mind lately? A train...a train going nowhere fast...passing through the mountains...maybe away....its just a strange train of thought.

The train:
music. pleasure.food. fat. thighs. ass. big. me. diet. 7th grade. weights. lifting. lazy. writing. poetry. martin luther king jr. civil disobedience. thoreau. andover. ms. nguyen. ghandi. civil disobedience. need to finish. homework. test tomorrow. chemistry. calculus. spanish 3. classes to drop next semester. incubus. music. movies. the count of monte cristo. good movie. life as a house. cry. tears. tissues. old movies. audrey hepburn. gregory peck. roman holiday. perks of being a wallflower. lost. cousin lost my book. felicia lost my dru hill cd in seventh grade. middle school. sad. black and white clothes. short kids. high school. tall kids. assholes. the world is going to be a crackhole. future. family. kids. college? bartending. why won't mom and dad let me just be a bartender? guitar. must learn how to play my guitar. rocking. going to take my poems and make songs. songs. pardon me. goodbye.