It ain't easy

I forgot. I'm sorry. I even weirded out and all that...but I did some good and took a nap, now I'm not as cranky as I was before. No matter how many books I read that share this theme, or how many songs I listen to...I still complain. "Nobody said it was easy" (Coldplay). True. To wonder what all this is for is a lie. I know what this is for. This is all so we can grow up to bling bling in Mercedes S-classes and ferraris. Some of us won't even get that far. Either way, that's what this is for. I get it. Sometimes I don't want to get it; sometimes the easy way out looks hella sexy to me. --McDonald's doesn't pay that bad right? What is it, $10 bucks an hour?-- The world isn't out to get me. The world has got me. The world has got you. That's it. No questions. No exceptions. This is how it is. Fate will bite you in the ass and rip off your pants if you don't get it. That's how I explain poverty. Someone out there is responsible for all this. If it's your fault, then its my fault too, and if its my fault, you might as well blame that one dude in India taking a nap right now. He didn't do anything. He's just sleeping. Just like we're not doing anything. I'm just typin in my blog, ain't nothing wrong with that. You're just reading this. Its not us, people. But someone is responsible for this. Perhaps it was a great botch committed thousands of years ago, and coincidently his name is omitted from textbooks being "the official fuck-up of history." If they taught that shit, I'd definitely go and pay attention in class.

My Playlist Right Now:
1. "Praise Song"- Jimmy Eat World
2. "The Scientist"- Coldplay
3. "Pardon Me"- Incubus
4. "Say It Ain't So"- Weezer
5. "Hover"- Trust company
6. "This is Not A Love Song"- Juliana Theory
7. "Burn"- Cure
8. "Understanding in a Car Crash"- Thursday
9. "Cross Out the Eyes"- Thursday
10. "Standing on the Edge of Summer"- Thursday
11. "How long is the night?"- Thursday
12. "Hate Every Beautiful Day"- Sugarcult
13. "Fast Times at Drop-out High"- The *Ataris
14. "Christine"- Sugarcult
15. "The Hanging Garden"- AFI (Cure cover)
16. "The Ballad of Sal Villanueva"- Taking Back Sunday (with the old singer)
17. "Folding Chair"-Actionslacks

Best CD to listen to while you're depressed: Thursday- Full Collapse