ladies and gentlemen, i've had quite the revelation. i am way to young to have revelations. yes, yes, i know; i'm a brilliant sexy, young lady. i totally agree with you. i think in an effort not to contemplate the stupid shit anymore, i will just concentrate. i'm going to bring those damn grades up and get to a place where i'd want to be. of course! it was in front of me all along! if i want to be happy, all i have to do is shut my mouth and work. stupid me.