i'm so sick and tired of things. what i hate the most is how slow this is going. if i had a choice, i would have gotten my ass graduated as soon as possible. i don't need all this AP-stress-my-ass-off-for-college-that-i'm-probably-not-getting-into shit. people have dreams. people are taught to pursue dreams. people realize that dreams are figments of hope and not reality. people fail to realize that the more they dream and hope the less likely it is for them to actually achieve. thus, i'm tired of this. i'm tired of thinking all the time. i want to get on to the good stuff; college, being on my own again, maybe even learning to be alone. oh yeah, i still believe what i believe about seventh heaven. sources have just informed me now that big sis is dating older man. scandalous. how coincidental it all is that this priest, whose opinion and teachings are taken in regard by everyone is honing little heathens of his own. tsk tsk. i'm on to you, WB. except don't ever cancel Smallville because Tom Welling is sexy =)