first entry. this should be historic. unfortunately, i'm all out of historic, so i'll just settle for me. you know if there's one thing i do really admire is when people can be so witty and dark at the same time. that just hits me. it knocks me out. (and please disregard that i used that expression, because, yes, i do realize that it is pretty uncool). so here i am. as a result from being so jaded from coming back from a much better place and getting stranded here for...*pretending to be thinking* oh, only about...my whole life (ooh, a shot of sarcasm for ya'll), i'm like a ticking bomb ready to explode. i cannot handle this place at all. i'm going to promise myself that i will get out of here. and i'm going to achieve something. and if i don't...i guess too bad. i guess i'll just work at starbucks and hang with the little high school kids here. it seems like everyone "cool" person who didn't make it to college does that. what the hell is up with that anyways? do they actually think that they're cool, when in reality they're failures in life and gave up? ah, i better go now before i make even more big accusations. first entry. historic? no.